香草天空

 

On the train back to Norwich from Birmingham... sun fell into asleep, so did me.

Woke up by the bloody noisy mum who were reading a story for her 3 children, fucking loudly!!!

 

Never mind, one hour for the left way back home.

Still heart broken for Andy Roddick, his face even showed up in my dream, pathetically sensation in his eyes...

For 6 years, he lost just too many games, he had not set up to the final for just so long time.

 

However, he is the best, he is great, genius, he worked his ass on tennis, he deserves what he should get. He deserves to win.

Screw the judge, he was just blind for one let for Federer, there was a "in" ball for Roddick, damn him~~~

Roddick should win~  Though Federer is excellent as well, however, he was full of fear when he played with Roddick.

Hate him for his disdain to Andy in the interview before the game, his face told he thought Andy was much worse than him, WTF.

 

Roger Federer just knows to cry when he was defeat by Nadal, he is not a man.

 

But Andy, he's our hero!! I'v loved u for many years, hv been waiting for ur name appears on the top for a long time, but, no problems, I will never stop loving u and will wait for u forever!

 

Love Andy Roddick forever~~ keep my fingers crossed for him, looking forward for the US open.

Come on, Andy, u can do it~~ 

 

Yep, we steped into the stage with beautiful entrance

And while "single ladies" came out, why we sympathize?

This is a sleepless nite, all the smiles, all the swave and all the screams, can u find out us?

We are pretty single ladies!!!

 

Hand in hand, eyes into eyes~~ We are not lonely at all.

Ling said:"fuck off all the men! We can be happy by ourselves!" however, there is her bf lives in her heart, we know.

Cheryl said:"We are so proud, we are so star!" The elegant girl will carry on travelling around the world to cross sb's path or let sb cross her path, there must be one MR. RIGHT!

Alexia followed the song :"So what!" well, so what, this hot girl never lacks man, her love lost in the US, but so what, raise head, start again.

As for me, just hold up our cups toast for this scrumptious ladies' night!

 

My recently dream: breakfast alongside of lake.

I love parents, u are always be there support me, I won't disappoint u.

And I love u too, I know I made many mistakes and u will never give me a chance to change, however, I love u for my whole life.

 

2009, will be happy. To u and to me!

Long long long time, never been here since last year.

Once we sware that escape from Preston, as furthur as we can, and now I am in Norwich, very very far away.

 

I cannot say it is a balming night, however, I need pour something out emotionally with my broken heart or broken dream or stupid fantasy?

 

I was keeping on avoiding moved from love segment from movie, in the other way round, it got waves in my heart all the time.

Tears never fallen down for love story, contrarily, tears always turn over without control.

 

What's the matter with grow up? I desired to grow up to be taller in order to low my head when I see kids when I was a kid, but I would rather raise my head when I am adult.

What's wrong with grow up? I expected to grow up to gain more freedom when I have precious and amused childhood, yet, why I feel more empty the more freedom I've got?

 

What I've learned and got these years? Why I lost happiness and where I lost it?

 

When u look up the sky? U found the sparkly star? or the empty dark?

Why people getting so fastidious and inapppeasable?

 

What about saunter on the stone road and smile to everyone pass by in  a morning?

What about read a book and get some thinking about life, any ralationships?

What about give life a meaning for one day?

 

I will, 2009, should raise my head, raise my attitude~~~